i woke up and like, immediately recognized zelda sounds coming from john's room. like, fucking zelda. this will obviously make us better human beings.

i got a new monitor, finally. now i can actually see things. though, the things are still very small. someday it will be bigger. bigger is better.

also, like, wait, jesus, like... wait. okay... my thoughts seem to be trailing off. LIKE THE OREGON TRAIL. my thoughts will someday make it to their destination and be happy, but before that a lot of them will die and starve!! or starve and then die, even!! and then they will make an apple II video game of it that kids will play far far in the future!! because everything will be backwards in the future after the fallout and retro-technology will be cool!! LIKE MAD MAX.

flippancy is the new black.

i went to see charles atlas and yellow six and jessica bailiff last night at the showbox with lindsay, john and jason. they were sleepy and "contemplative." apparently, like, everything i say is cryptic?!?! and i come up with song names like nobodies business?!?! but they are trite and pretentious???!?! HEH?>?? the waitresses name was celise???!

lindsay is in a band now and me and john have decided that they will be our rival band. or, more likely, they'll change the name of thier band to "canuckia" and only play canadia cover songs.

dun dun dun work, something about music look a quote woo, i'm so dirty and sweaty and itchy gross, i've been eating so many crackers with peanut butter.

i went to see the gossip and bangs on saturday night with lindsay and john. i did not like the gossip so much. this was a shame since they were the headliner. they had attitude and they were mean and i thought that if i went to talk to them they would punch me hard in the face for no reason. also, there was a girl dancing with scissors in the middle of the crowd. her momma must not have told her about playing with scissors while dancing in the middle of a crowd. because, it seems like a bad thing to do?

bangs were adorable. they rocked out or something. i'm not sure if this makes up for the gossip or not.

(p.s. there is something aesthetically appealing about the date at the top today.?]/';?)

i met lindsay on sunday. it was unexpected and surprising - which i've said before. it was also really nice - which i've also said before.

it's like the world has shifted, suddenly. like it has caught me and i'm just floating over the ground from the inertia.

last night was full of spontaneous weird things. more floating and inertia.

i... i did... no... i don't remember what i've done.

they say somewhere that bright eyes is playing next week but here they say that macy gray is playing instead and, i mean, yeah it would be cool to see macy gray but i'm sure it would cost more and i'd really like to see bright eyes again.

i've been on a designing streak lately. lots of pink, apparently. pink and grey. and cars. i'm not sure what this means. obviously it has something to do with my monsterous insecurity issues. obviously.

why do i keep comments up here? honestly? hooonesstly???!?! god........?