woah!

i saw arab strap last night. they played New Birds. that was nice.

also, there was a party full of pretty PEOPLE later. jesus. i'm not even sure what i was doing there.

and, i didn't get to sleep until 5 am because more PEOPLE were over at our house. PEOPLE are so SILLY. but i LOVE them so much, DUDE. even though i'm very good at making them all think that i HATE them.

jesus christ, buttons.

i have gained metroid fusion, more hard drive space than i know what to do with (120 GB!?!?) and a little more self doubt in the past weekend.

there are some things that happen that make me feel like a horrible person. and perhaps i am. i am scared of the mistakes i know i will make.

who ever said that college makes kids any smarter!?!?!?

i was talking to lindsay about the inherent creative ambience of fall last night. maybe this is just the effect it has on me, but i suddenly have the urge to make things again. not that i didn't before. but now there is that ballooning intensity in my chest and throat that needs some sort of cathartic outlet.

i hope that i have the strength to withstand the explosion!

i was stardust bowie for halloween. avocado sandwiches are my current repetition.