the gods vomited buckets full of hail and rain all over me, effectively ruining all hopes i had for some sunny day photos.

i am also somehow ridiculously lonely but also unable to communicate with anyone without feeling like a total asshole. not even my ever improving cd mixing skiils are saving me tonight.

so, oh my god cool_mike29@hotmail.com, i totally do suck. THANKS FOR BRINGING IT TO MY ATTENTION.

i did so much walking today. all over downtown seattle. it kind of reminded me of walking all over downtown LA and into quaint bookshops and wandering through museums.

i took a lot of photos. i had all of these really beaultiful shots set up, but it turns out the camera i borrowed wasn't up to the task. it was really disappointing. i suppose cheap cameras are cheap for a reason? but it wasn't totally wasted since i got to walk around by myself and see the docks and crazy, stoned, screaming city people.

oh yeah, lindsay and i ate lunch under wilting cherry blossom trees. they apparently didn't last long and that confirms the ancient japanese saying said by that guy in the movie we watched the other day that the blossoms of the cherry blossom tree don't last very long, but they do leave a lasting impression. he also said "just like the japanese" but i totally don't know how long japanese people last or even if they leave a lasting impression.

my legs hurt a lot. oh man.

are you kidding me?? YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME.

look, i really am a romantic at heart, okay? it's just that i'm also an idiot.

today, i sort of wish my car would just disintegrate into nothingness!! and maybe leave behind $1500 in its place!!

oooookay??

the bottom of my feet itch and this is the worst thing that could probably happen because i have ridiculously ticklish feet and i can't scratch them without getting tickled!!

i also just did 100 jumping jacks in my room and i'm about to do 100 more and I DON'T KNOW WHY?!?! BUT I PLAN ON DOING IT EVERY NIGHT?!!?!?