i searched for a job today. well, i search for a job EVERY day, but today was particularly noteworthy. not because anything happened, just because i worked really hard...

i want a good job. not some lame job. i want a job that feels like i'm changing something. for the better. i'll work extra hard if you give me a job like that. but most people won't. most employers just want everything to stay the same. they want everything to be just like everything else. i'm not even talking about visual design here. i'm talking about progress.

damnit.

i'm too tired to elaborate. just give me a job that MEANS something. please.