i've had this weird urge to go to museums lately. i really like museums. as much as i love looking at artworks and photographs and scupltures, i love doing shit like rollerskating in museums. 10 points if you can name that cinematic reference.

california is really strange right now... or, southern california, rather. i went outside to check the mail today and some kids were playing in the pool. it's like summer here. it's all nice and beautiful, though. i'd still like to see snow. living down here, you rarely see snow.

actually, there really hasn't been a good rain in quite awhile. i really need one of those days where the rain is coming down so hard on my face that i go numb. walking in the rain just... it's one of the best feelings in the world... and sometimes it can destroy me. but it always makes me feel better. i love to sit in the rain and watch my breath. i also love how people look after they've just come in from a hard rain... always so bare and naked... and beautiful.

i think beautiful is a word i use a lot lately. i've been using it in reference to a person a lot. i love it when i can do that.

my food supply is in halves right now... like: we have peanut butter, but no jelly. we have bread and cheese, but no butter to make grilled cheese sandwiches with. we have cereal, but no milk. which also means i can't make macaroni and cheese... so now i'm inventing food.

but luckily, i have tea... and it's the best goddamned tea in the world. thanks to the greatest person, ever.

i need a haircut. bad.

i don't have much else to say right now... i'm a bit lightheaded and flustered and... whatever else.