and now for some emo. i wrote a song a little while ago. i wrote the beginning before i left, and the second half after i left. i probably won't be able to record it for a while, if ever. but here's the lyrics for you to love.

"melange"

don't be absurd
your name is a four letter word
you were my curse
i kiss you goodbye

we've never met
you seemed so serious and yet
i have no regrets
i kiss you goodbye

farewell dear heart
all the sugar in the world is not enough
to pay you back for all the sweetness
you're a star
i kiss you goodbye

don't say a word
you're just reporting what you heard
you act like you're hurt
i kiss you goodbye

you look so sad
remembering all the times we never had
life is not so bad
i kiss you goodbye

farewell dear heart
all the anger in the world does not add up
to all the toxic waste you dumped
into my arms
but i miss you
i kiss you
goodbye