another melodramatic conjecture: everyone wants to be someone else, but no one wants to be me.

i want to be me. everyone else has a problem with who they are and wish that they could just be someone who was more talented or more stable or had bigger breasts. the fact that the majority of the population has major problems and no one knows it makes everything a little scary. it's like this huge boomerang effect that's caused by so many people hiding what's wrong with them. so they think they're the only ones with problems. which just makes everything worse.

i understand being scared shitless, but i can't just run away from everything. it seems like i always take up too much space to stay anywhere, though. sorry.