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12.05.2001

i finally got my good mic to work again. i made a quick ridiculous song.

everything must go (3.5 mb)

i think i'll spend the last years of my life on coffee and photographs and sit around and bitch about the state of my mind as if it had ever changed and i think i'll do my part to change the world. i'm such a mover and a thinker and moaner and a lover not a fighter - i'm a doer

i think i'll spend the last years of my life on chocolate milk and baby carrots and multigrain bread. and i'll whisper to a city on the top of an unconstructed lifetime of memories for communities... and i don't want a medal and i don't want a plaque and i don't want your love for everything i've not. and i don't want to be seperate from my life. i don't want to be a memory waiting to be made...

so i sit in rooms with guitars and untuned desires
and so my potential has so much potential that it's bursting at the seams

i think i'll spend the last years of my life on green tea and knitting needles in rest stops for phone calls in phone booths on cross country marathons and i think it'll all be worth the trouble even though i lost the camera you know memories are still memories without photographs.

i think i'll spend the last years of my life on comic books and fashion magazines. and talking like i'm some kind of person... but person to person, i'd rather be a fake person than a real person pretending to be a fake person with a real person hiding inside. it's all very personal... i'm not sure if i should get involved.