i itch. i itch i itch.

i bought tootsie pops. 6 for a dollar. holy shit. back in the day, if you got a tootsie pop wrapper with an indian shooting a star on it, you could take it back for another free tootsie pop. i got about 30 consecutive free tootsie pops like that in elementary school. these wrappers don't seem so rare. i just got one.

cottage cheese and tootsie pops woo woo. orange juice and bananas. apples and tea. baby carrots and muti-grain bread. these things have been a regular part of my diet lately. of course i eat real meals, but that varies so much and is only really exciting if it's some sort of cooking event. i miss cooking as an event. i miss making beautiful food with other people. it seems so pointless to make it only for myself. cooking is such a great team sport.

now, i dance. over to the couch. to watch closed captioned movies, probably.