okay so, you know, someday i'll get out of this place and i'll be a big megaton firecracker.

and i'll know that my friends were the ones that stuck by me even when i was a depressed little pilot light.

and, yeah okay, to be fair, some of the ones that didn't stick by me must have had their reasons and are my friends also.

eventually i will be back to my sentimental optimistic self. maybe not right away... but... eventually.