thanksgiving. my mother suddenly goes into hyper-overdrive and it only seems to make me more tired.

i'm always in the weirdest places on thanksgiving. i think i remember last thanksgiving very vividly. hmmmm.

post-thanksgiving addendum: despite my fairly recent shift of tastes in music and food, i still don't like thanksgiving food. i'm still pretty quiet - even around my own family. playing board games, catch and guitars, it is decided that my family is normal and subdued. not in a bad way at all - in a nice entertaining way. i felt nostalgic as my cousin and i reminisced being ninja turtles on her front lawn, running through walnut orchards and making up dirty songs based on the American Tail tag melody. i felt very old as i met someone i haven't seen since she was six years old and actually said the words "i haven't seen you since you were this big..." she didn't remember me at all.