i guess i did a lot on new year's? cameron and josie took me to parties. they didn't go to places that cost money. i have this secret anxiety that makes me nervous and shaky in crowds of people i don't know, but i did okay.

i got yelled at for almost pouring coke in jameson whiskey, because i guess you aren't supposed to do that? i had no idea. i'm not an alcohol person. i don't get it.

it was strange when at midnight every single person around me suddenly latched on to someone else and made out. i swear to god it was like a bad music video - the camera should have zoomed in on me alone, in the spotlight, while everyone else around me kissed in slow motion. i mean, seriously. wow.

i met a girl from england. that's nice because it's always nice to meet people from england. though, i'm not sure what the rule is when they have lived in the united states for a long time and have lost most of the accent. is it okay to still call them english?

i also decided that i wouldn't tell anyone that i wear girl pants ever again. people seem to take issue with it. i'm not exactly sure why. girls seem to be slightly offended that i wear 11s. one girl told me i should just say i wear 15s. i didn't dare tell her that 11s are kind of loose on me. guys seem to be offended for no reason at all.

overall i think i won on new years. i totally beat whoever.